Fear…
I have a fear of falling down stairs. Yet I almost always run up and down them in particular those at train stations which are actually the stairs I fear the most.
In my last year of highschool I fell down the train station stairs while running for a train…I almost hit my head but luckily I didn`t. Instead I scraped all down my legs and blood spurted out every where…turning one of my white socks red. I am pretty sure someone stopped to help but I can not remember- I do remember been so embarrassed though that I wanted to die.
My boyfriend at the time was on the train and while he didn`t see me fall, his friend sitting with him did and apparently laughed all the way to the next station where they got off to wait for me since I would be on the next train. I ached for days! I ran into this guy last week (the friend of the ex boyfriend who saw me fall down the stairs) and that is when I remembered this and started to worry about falling down stairs again.
Another male friend heard about me falling down the stairs (A lot of people did- high schoolers are shocking!) and made me a cape with a star on it that he attempted to hand sew himself…He nicknamed me queen of stacks and I am sure I have that cape somewhere.
I fell down another set of stairs in primary school too and scraped up my legs and hands then too. Big concrete stairs and I still have a scar just below my knee.
But why is, even though I am so scared of falling down stairs, that I continue to run up and down them?
Does anybody else have any fears?
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